tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58870925984596849282023-12-12T22:02:38.806+08:00ridiculously.awesome"How do you run from what is inside your head?"TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.comBlogger345125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-8493439677948599042022-07-13T23:43:00.003+08:002022-07-13T23:45:36.906+08:00Shifting into Post-rock<div>Have you ever been to a place that plays a set of playlist, or someone just briefly suggested you a song and then once you heard them, and automatically caught your attention?</div><div><br /></div>Truthfully I never knew post-rock is a music genre before, not after I was introduced to a local post rock band : Mim. I don't remember exactly who suggested them or how I came across to this band, but the first time I heard the Demon track, it was so heavy that it felt like I was going to trip into a blackhole. Yeah, seriously. <div><br /></div><div>Post-rock is an experimental genre that focused on the texture and the timbre over the traditional riff or chord found in other genre. Well, I do not really understand what was the meaning of 'timbre' or riff because I am not a music expert or someone that knows how to play musical instrument. But, I would admit that I listen to music religiously. As for me, music is somehow my escapism, a perfect reason for an introvert to hide from the loud reality and this genre really suits the definition of me haha.</div><div><br /></div><div>So, I am going to list down randomly 5 post-rock tracks to be shared with you.</div><div><br /></div><div> <b>1. Put Your Dream to Sleep by Deepset</b></div><div><br /></div><div>This song was taken from their album The Lights We Shed Shall Burn Your Eyes that was released on 2018. The album also consisted of other tracks such as Every Instance in Time Is a Journey of Hope and Have You Ever Danced With the Devil Under the Pale Moonlight. I could just listen to this track all day long. The instrumental, and the sounds of riff building up towards the end of the songs, almost feels like euphoria! I really hope that I will able to see their live performance one day.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/-VwI6y2som4" width="320" youtube-src-id="-VwI6y2som4"></iframe></div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>2. Kodokushi - Mim ft Gheff Abd Ghafar</b></div><div><br /></div><div>This is the band that I have mentioned earlier. The other track that you might like, other than Demon, would be Kodokushi. The definition of the song title itself gave me the eerie feeling as it is defined - 'lonely death' that refers to Japanese phenomenon of people dying alone and would be discovered later after a long time. This 9 minutes track seeping in like a grudge from the past lives, especially the part of a woman crying. The album itself, Runut Dalam Jeda consists of heavy tracks and would leave you 'haunted'.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/UZJIhbuuDXA" width="320" youtube-src-id="UZJIhbuuDXA"></iframe></div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>3. Last Hope - Moi Last Von ft Elwa</b></div><div><br /></div><div>For this track, the spoken words/poetry recital was the one that caught my ears. Previously, I love to attend poetry events especially poetry in Bahasa. Somehow I still wish that I could enjoy them again, without any inconvenience feeling that I might bump into people that I wish to avoid. This track is beautiful as the sunset, as it gave out peaceful and yet melancholy tone. </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://open.spotify.com/track/7eR3e2S0KR4yz1SI9wjTQ4" target="_blank">https://open.spotify.com/track/7eR3e2S0KR4yz1SI9wjTQ4</a><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>4. 雨: 50 Words to Express Rain in Japanese - Zulhezan</b></div><div><br /></div><div>If you're a pluviophile, this track would be the one for you. The ambience of the track give out the serenity of rainy days, however I wish the track could be longer. Zulhezan also previously writes music for Akta Angkasa and Dirgahayu. Recently Zulhezan released new records of Oleh Esei Asas (Sa-Buah) Rekod Kebangsaan with the collaboration of Svara, and yes, I immediately bought them :') My fav track from the album would be Galor + Das—Ras—Bas. The soft strutting guitar and almost high pitch singing voice from Zulhezan is like a journey onto heritage side, the portrayal of breathtaking art and nature all around us.</div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/mkjHrrbBNaQ" width="320" youtube-src-id="mkjHrrbBNaQ"></iframe></div><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><b>5. Pininyauw - Glass</b></div><div><br /></div><div>This band was introduced by my friend, as initially I was asked to accompany her to see their launching event in 2018. However we did not manage to see them, due to circumstances and sadly GLASS announced their breakup last year. This track is the ultimate must-hear due to intense bass and emotional vibes that bring out to the ironically the fragility of a glass. </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://open.spotify.com/track/0UiyYmnTelcIBx3l1CwtOr" target="_blank">https://open.spotify.com/track/0UiyYmnTelcIBx3l1CwtOr</a><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>There were other post-rock band to be explored such as De Fusion, Explosions in the Sky, We Are Becoming Ghost, Marsa and much more. I am so thankful for the people that introduced me good music, as you know that I will always be reminded of you whenever I listen to your suggested songs. :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Just to let you know, that there would be a post-rock gig this upcoming 6 Aug 2022 at Angkasa Space, if you would be interested to explore this genre. Disclaimer, all of the reviews and opinions are based on solely my own, and apologies if any wrong facts were provided. </div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you for reading, and hope you will enjoy the tracks as much as I do :)</div><div><br /></div>TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-18856483183759207182022-06-13T17:13:00.001+08:002022-06-13T17:13:50.277+08:00Glimpse of Us - POV: you are 'her' <p><i>"I'm fine" and said, "I moved on"</i></p><p><i>I'm only here passing time in her arms</i></p><p><i>Hoping I'll find a glimpse of us.</i></p><p><br /></p><p>He cried, and lean on me without no words. Just his sobs was heard during that hour. I could not grasp any words to make him better, only a silent hug was appropriate. I should have known that night, he never really love me for who I am. He was lonely, and I was there.</p>TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-18417551075572169862021-09-06T16:07:00.003+08:002021-09-06T16:07:32.763+08:00Music Theraphy #FreedomAHF<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://www.thehutsmagazine.com/Interview%20Images/Art%20Therapy/image3.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="400" data-original-width="535" height="400" src="https://www.thehutsmagazine.com/Interview%20Images/Art%20Therapy/image3.jpeg" width="535" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p>Pada awal bulan Ogos yang lalu, sebuah organisasi tempatan <b>Freedom A(r)t Home Fest</b> telah menganjurkan sebuah festival yang menampilkan persembahan daripada artis/band tempatan dan juga dari Indonesia, persembahan puisi, talk session, bazar jualan online dan tidak dilupakan juga tujuan utama event ini; mengutip dana bagi membantu persatuan dan organisasi seni tempatan. Festival ini telah berlangsung selama 7 hari iaitu daripada 9 Ogos hingga 15 Ogos di ruang aplikasi Zoom Meeting. Tiket bagi menikmati festival ini hanyalah percuma, jadi bagi sesiapa yang telah melepaskan peluang tersebut adalah sangat rugi.</p><p>Disebabkan jadual kerja saya yang merangkumi midnight shift, saya tidak berkesempatan untuk menikmati keseluruhan festival terutamanya pada hari minggu. Cuma pada hari Selasa dan Jumaat saja yang berkesempatan untuk menikmatinya sampai habis. Pada hari minggu festival bermula pada pukul 8 malam hingga lewat 10 malam. Manakala pada hujung minggu, seharian padat dengan persembahan dan Lepak Session yang bermula dari 2 petang.</p><p>Untuk Lepak Session pada hari Sabtu itu, panel jemputan <b>Dr Kamal Sabran</b> telah berkongsi tentang muzik/art as theraphy dan beberapa kajian yang dijalankan beliau yang berlangsung semasa awal lockdown tahun lepas yang bertajuk <b>The Healing Art Project</b>. Sebelum ini saya hanya mengenali Kamal Sabran melalui lagu dari Rohas Remi; Tinggi Harap dan Soldadu Senja. </p><p>Tahukah anda, ada kajian telah membuktikan muzik seperti heavy metal mampu menurunkan tekanan darah dan juga mengurangkan perasaan anxiety (resah). Menarik bukan?</p><p>Sepanjang perkongsian itu, Dr Kamal menerangkan sejarah dan penggunaan seni di serata dunia termasuklah bagi merawat pesakit-pesakit Alzheimer. Seperti yang kita ketahui pesakit Alzheimer mengalami kesukaran untuk mengingati kejadian baru-baru yang berlaku. Selain itu, mereka berpotensi untuk mengalami perubahan mood, kehilangan motivasi dan mengabaikan kesejahteraan diri sendiri. Dengan kaedah menggunakan lagu-lagu, terutamanya lagu yang pernah mereka dengari mampu menggubah mood mereka untuk menjadi lebih ceria. Pendekatan ini juga telah merangsang pesakit Alzheimer untuk berkomunikasi dengan lebih lancar.</p><p>Kaedah menggunakan muzik sebagai 'non-medical treatment' juga diaplikasikan melalui cara tradisional mampu membantu menjaga kesihatan mental dengan lebih baik. Sebagai contoh, Tibetan singing bowls yang digunakan untuk deep relaxation dan penjanaan semula otot dan penggunaan Didgeridoo oleh kaum Aborigin (Australia) yang sebenarnya digunakan sebagai perubatan tradisional.</p><p>Di Malaysia juga terdapat pendekatan yang sama dengan ritual Main Puteri - yang berasal dari Kelantan bagi mengubat penyakit yang tiada ubat, seperti sakit buatan orang. Namun ritual ini telah diharamkan dan tidak lagi dilaksanakan di negara ini.</p><p>Banyak topik yang dikongsikan oleh Dr Kamal pada hari itu, yang membuka minda saya tentang pemahaman dan kelebihan-kelebihan seni itu sendiri.<i> Highly creative people are able to express more and has high appreciation towards history and culture.</i> </p><p>Lockdown atau pengurungan selama 2 tahun ini semestinya membuatkan kita sebu, jemu dan mengakibatkan kesihatan mental terjejas. Kes suicidal yang semakin meninggi di negara ini tidak sepatutnya dipandang enteng oleh masyarakat. Semua orang mengalami kepayahan untuk menjaga kesihatan fizikal dan mental dengan baik apatah lagi mengenangkan keadaan negara kita yang seperti tidak ada jalan keluar.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/5a/23/1d/5a231d855e326bb116ce75440867dad7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="800" data-original-width="514" height="800" src="https://i.pinimg.com/originals/5a/23/1d/5a231d855e326bb116ce75440867dad7.jpg" width="514" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p>Antara pendekatan 'sound healing' moden yang boleh kita aplikasikan adalah dengan :</p><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><p><span style="font-size: x-small;">- Drum Therapy (projek yang dijalankan oleh Dr Kamal sendiri)</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-small;">- Meditasi dengan gelombang bunyi</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-small;">- ASMR (merangsang stimulus tertentu) </span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-small;">- Sound theraphy apps (aplikasi seperti White Noise, Nature Sound)</span></p></blockquote><p>Aktiviti mendengar muzik juga mampu berikan efek positif seperti melegakan anxiety, membaiki keupayaan untuk belajar, meningkatkan keyakinan diri dan membantu upaya mengingat dengan lebih baik.Oleh itu, tidak salah untuk anda mengambil sedikit masa sibuk dengan mendengar muzik kegemaran atau cuba untuk bermeditasi dengan bunyian alam demi kesejahteraan diri dan kesihatan mental anda.</p><p>Lepak Session/ perkongsian pada hari itu sangatlah padat dengan ilmu baru dan menarik bagi saya. Semoga festival dan sesi sebegini kerap diadakan bukan sahaja untuk diri sendiri malahan generasi seterusnya. </p><p>Semoga selamat semuanya!</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/8MlkCoKCFeI" width="320" youtube-src-id="8MlkCoKCFeI"></iframe></div><br /><p><br /></p>TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-15780969259866895142021-08-07T13:41:00.004+08:002021-08-07T13:43:52.866+08:005 Songs To Listen During A Heartbreak<p> Last year, I have a thought of writing an article about songs that totally could relate with my situations, and somehow shove them to my ex's face. Then, I realised if that person doesn't give a damn about you, hurt you in many ways, why would they care at all? Would that person be sorry for what they did to you, or they just want to get rid of the guiltiness. I may sound like a bitter person but trust me, you do not want to hurt yourself more than it should. </p><p>How do I feel now? Well life has never been the same. Sometimes your brain do stupid things like revisiting memories with them in your dream and made you feel sad when you wake up. However, I never felt better. I no longer have to tolerate bullshit and just focusing what I love in this life. Currently I am doing both of things that I enjoyed, writing and music. It's a bonus too to discover some great music in our local scene. </p><p>Alright, 5 songs to hear during a heartbreak, early warning because I know you don't supposed to listen sad songs but it's okay to embrace your feelings. Do not worry, one day you will move on and have a new wonderful thoughts of love and relationship. It is supposed for you to feel hurt with a wrong person because the right one would never do you the same. I guess these songs also represent the 5 stages of grief which are : <span face="arial, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; font-size: 16px;"><b> </b></span><span face="arial, sans-serif" style="background-color: white; color: #202124;"><span><b>denial and isolation, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance</b></span><span style="font-size: x-small;">.</span></span></p><p><b>1. Falling - Harry Styles</b></p><p>This song I tell you, was really the saddest song I have ever heard during the first weeks of heartbreak. Imagine that whenever you listen to this song, especially where the part goes "<i>and I get the feeling that you'll never need me again</i>", it feels like someone crushes your heart. This is the phase where you are at the most fragile state. Everything you do reminds you of them, their favourite song, favourite place to go and you just couldnt stop thinking how hard it was not being with your most favourite person at that time.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/olGSAVOkkTI" width="320" youtube-src-id="olGSAVOkkTI"></iframe></div><br /><p><br /></p><p><b>2. Jealous - Labrinth</b></p><p>It is hard to see someone you loved, started dating again only after 2 months you broke up. Especially when they told you they were never ready to love, and the relationship was never wanted initially. What an excuse! I admit sometimes I just wish they would be hurt as the way that they did and regret everything, but not everything will come out according to your plan. Sometimes you just wish they would never come back.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/50VWOBi0VFs" width="320" youtube-src-id="50VWOBi0VFs"></iframe></div><br /><p><br /></p><p><b>3. Berlalulah Mantan Kekasihku - Wani Ardy</b></p><p>From the title itself, it explain how the person never wanted to see their exes again. They would only bring you pain, when you finally have a grasp in life. Even by their name, would trigger your sadness and started to feel hopeless. "<i>Udaraku cukup sempurna selagi kita tidak bertemu mata</i>,"</p><p><b>4. Turn On the Lights (Or You'll Hurt Your Eyes) - Advents</b></p><p>"<i>How did you do it? How could you forget me easily,</i>" Yeah this song is kinda simple but try to listen to this song and at the end of the song you could hear the singer almost break his voice, it made you feel related to the song. You feel tired struggling with your own emotions and wondering if you would be enough for anyone. Breakups sucks maynn! </p><p><b>5. Kota - Dere</b></p><p>For me, this song is really a masterpiece. Every single lines of the lyrics and the music delivers how the feeling of loneliness and somehow reminiscing good things you had before. "<i>Udara mana kini kau hirup, hujan di mana kini yang kau peluk, di mana pun kau kini rindu tentangmu tak pernah pergi</i>," </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/23An00lfefU" width="320" youtube-src-id="23An00lfefU"></iframe></div><br /><p>I guess that was it! There are a lot more of sad songs in my Spotify playlist but these few are the most I could relate to. Kindly suggest me some good sad songs you ever heard, and let us be sad together. </p>TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-90724270124663103762021-05-24T15:13:00.002+08:002021-05-24T15:16:44.850+08:00VOYAGER (HIZAMI ft mubinikki)<p><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Menuju 2021, kepelbagaian dalam genre musik
berevolusi mengikut citarasa pendengar. Seiringan pandemik yang seakan tiada
penghujung, dewa musik masih merahmati kita dengan kemunculan penyanyi baru
yang berbakat dan berkualiti. Jika anda meminati Joji dan Frank Ocean, <b>VOYAGER</b>
yang dinyanyikan oleh HIZAMI (menampilkan mubinikki) akan menjadi kegemaran
anda yang baru. Lagu ini sebenarnya telah dikeluarkan pada tahun 2020 dan siap
sedia untuk dimainkan di Spotify.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;">VOYAGER membawa genre R&B dan ‘chill vibe’
yang sesuai untuk didengar ketika anda di dalam kereta, di rumah sambil main
kucing atau ketika malam menerjah sebelum anda tidur. Lagu berdurasi 3 minit 22
saat ini membawa anda ke intergalaksi dengan bunyian synth sepanjang lagu ini
dimainkan. Menurut HIZAMI, VOYAGER menceritakan tentang ‘depresweet galactic
love story’ yang mungkin membawa kelainan kepada pendengar dengan jalan cerita cinta
intergalaksi namun berkait rapat tentang pengorbanan dan kesanggupan. Setiap lagu mempunyai maksud tersendiri yang
disampaikan dan kadang juga memberi maksud yang berbeza bergantung penerimaan
pendengar. Permulaan lagu mulanya akan
membuat anda hanyut dalam slow beat dibawakan HIZAMI dan seterusnya telinga
anda akan terus terpaut pada rangkap korus kedua yang dinyanyikan mubinikki.
Seperti nafas yang baru, gabungan kedua suara ini membuatkan anda mahukan lagi.
<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Lagu dan lirik VOYAGER ditulis oleh HIZAMI dan mubinikki adalah semasa
dalam percubaan beliau eksperementasi dari segi bunyian dan pembawaan lagu. HIZAMI
merupakan pelajar kejuteraan mula bergiat dalam industri muzik setelah minat
beliau kepada musik terus membara walaupun pernah ditolak beberapa kali.
Keghairahan dalam muzik mencetuskan beliau idea untuk menubuhkan Bedroom Dreamers
bersama mubinikki bagi meneruskan impian mereka.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;"> </span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="font-family: arial;">Untuk anda yang meminati genre sebegini,
jangan lupa untuk mendengar lagu-lagu lain HIZAMI seperti Hujan Panas dan Crows
di Spotify. Lagu-lagu beliau akan membawa anda kepada mood seperti berada di
dalam kafe sewaktu hari hujan menikmati pahit dan manisnya kehidupan.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
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It is already the 23rd of August of 2019, there are about 7 days to go to September. And it is only going to be 3 months away from 2020. Oh god, how fast the days went by. Almost did not manage to catch up any progress in life. I was not THAT busy, but I just had better things to do and worry about. After I decided to pursue my study, I have been struggling a lot with my own self. Post grad life is a lonely life. I miss my friends, I miss my amali class, I miss going to the ladang to keep myself away from my own thoughts. These 2 years were quite complicated, and I did a lot of mistakes that I cannot be sure that if I can rebound myself. Of course there are some memories and stuff that I am totally grateful in life. I guess this is what growing up means, to expect and accept changes.</div>
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I will be graduating this November (insyaallah), but I was not really proud of myself. Last time, I was so insecure that I felt my master's was just a disaster and I even feel ashamed. Yeah I know, it is silly. Then I had a great talk with my best friend. She really assured me to put my self up, and I should not be ashamed of what I had working on for the past 2 years. Maybe because I had spend too much time with my own self, I could not see what are the other perspectives. Thank you so much. I told you, I will write about that day haha. Yeah, I am proud of my 2 years of study. I am proud that I made this choice and survived it. </div>
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Job hunting was not easy at all. There were about 20+ job posts that I have applied, but only few of them responded. Last week, I went for a few interviews but I felt really frustrated that I could not really 'sell' myself to the company. However last Tuesday, I got a call from one of the company and told me I got the job. It is not what I was hoping for but it was something. Hey, I got a job. Pray for me, as I am going to enter this work phase. I am clueless, but luckily guided and supported. </div>
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At this age, all of us are still figuring out the odds of life. None of our timeline is the same. We maybe strive for the same thing, but our journey are objected to ourselves. It is okay to take it slow, and it is also okay to always keep pushing yourself for your own good. Do not live according to what make others pleased. Do what makes you happy. If you are not happy with what you are doing, you can always try again. Won't surrender, 'till it's over.</div>
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-14488191539375128742019-08-22T10:12:00.000+08:002019-08-22T10:12:12.591+08:00Art of Speed '19, 27019<div style="text-align: justify;">
Pada 27 Julai yang lepas, bermulanya satu event Art of Speed (AOS) yang diadakan setiap tahun di tempat yang sama iaitu di MAEPS, Serdang. Beberapa minggu sebelum event bermula, aku agak tertarik dengan list band yang bakal perform pada hari Sabtu itu. Pada kebiasaannya jika ada nama Hujan, aku terus ajak sesiapa yang berkelapangan untuk ikut berpesta. Tapi bila aku nampak nama Bittersweet, aku sedikit risau kerana aku tahu tentang ritual fans apabila dua band yang power ni berkongsi pentas. Adik aku, Nina pula kadang tak dapat cuti pada hari weekend jadi aku mengambil keputusan untuk tidak beli tiket dulu. Namun, perasaan aku makin membuak-buak untuk pergi apabila pengumuman band Seven Collar T-shirt juga akan beraksi pada hari Sabtu itu. Aku harus pergi!</div>
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Disebabkan Seven Collar T-shirt perform dalam pukul 1 tengah hari camtu, aku pun gerak dari Kajang awal. Tengahhari tu terik gila lah, nasib baik dalam dewan tu sejuk sikit. Aku berseorangan pada siang tu sebab Nina tetiba ada hal di tempat kerjanya dan mungkin hanya akan ikut petang nanti. Ada lebih kurang 40 minit lagi sebelum band start, aku pun pusing-pusing dulu melawat booth dan pameran yang ada. 10 minit sebelum band nak mula, aku dah terpacak depan stage. Perasaan duduk depan ni best betul, lagipun ni adalah first time untuk aku tengok Seven Collar T-shirt perform live. Berdebar gila aku macam nak jumpa pakwe. Sesi sound check agak lama, dalam pukul 1.15 macamtu baru band start main. Crowd pun dah mula ramai, dan aku masih di depan sekali. Lagu yang pertama, Lines terus buat goosebumps. Aku tak boleh berhenti sengih, do. Perasaan first time tengok band favourite kau depan-depan, live pula ni takleh aku nak describe. Skill Ham, gitaris Seven Collar T-shirt tak boleh buat main-main weh! Punya lah sedap. Aku puas weh, aku puas dapat dengar diorang live. Banyak juga lagu yang diorang main yang daripada album Drone, The Great Battle, dan yang terbaru, Murder. </div>
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Petang tu, aku ambil Nina di stesen MRT Kajang dan gerak semula ke Serdang. Crowd pada petang tu lebih ramai daripada tengah hari tadi. Katanya sampai tiket Speedlane tu pun sold out! Awal petang tu terdapat beberapa band yang dah perform iaitu De Dang, Kapow dan Restraint. Aku tak sempat nak tengok, tapi dengarnya Restraint hardcore gila babi sampai ada yang berdarah-darah. Malam tu, Gerhana Ska Cinta berjaya membuatkan aku tak behave, hahahaha! People were dancing and singing out of their lungs. Ini juga adalah pertama kali aku dengar Gerhana Ska Cinta secara live di konsert. Band seterusnya, Masdo membawa masing-masing ke zaman tarian twist dengan lagu Bunga mereka. Bagi aku, performance Masdo makin better walaupun kadang ada drama atau cakap-cakap yang meleret. Pada mulanya kami berada dalam kelompok yang agak hadapan, tapi bila Bittersweet start main, gila kena tolak sampai ke tengah! Crowd memang riot habis! The only song where everybody was calm, adalah masa lagu Hilang. Time tu je semua orang jadi normal hahaha. Pada penghujung Bittersweet tu, kaki aku mula lenguh. Lenguh, basah peluh, dan dahaga gila babi. Selepas sound check yang juga agak lama, Hujan mulakan semula api riot dalam crowd. Ni kali kedua kena tolak weh! Nasib baik ada juga beberapa orang yang jadi 'dinding'. Konsert yang sepatutnya tamat pukul 12 tengah malam, hanya tamat pada pukul 12.30 tengah malam camtu. Barai. Barai habis. </div>
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Konsert malam tu best, cuma yang tak berapa nak best, setiap gap sebelum band perform dan sound check mereka agak lama. Malam Sabtu tu pihak organiser letak semua band kaw-kaw, dan hari untuk hari Ahad cuma ada 3 band, Asheed Def Gab C, Blues Gang, dan Kid Search and Friends. Aku rasa kedua-dua malam adalah untuk tarik pelbagai genre fans, lagipun ada yang datang dari jauh. Malam hujung minggu yang enjoy habis, dan aku tak serik untuk join riot lagi. Bagi aku, peluang untuk menonton band kegemaran adalah satu kepuasan yang tak pernah habis. Mungkin disebabkan dulu aku tidak berpeluang untuk join gig sangat, dan aku join pun bila Hujan start comeback #Hujan10Tahun masa tahun 2015 di Taman Buaya Melaka. Sejak tu baru aku berani untuk join mana-mana gig untuk mengisi malam hujung minggu aku. Tujuan aku menulis entry kali ni pula adalah untuk menaikkan semangat untuk menulis semula. Lama juga aku tinggal blog, asyik procrastinate je untuk setiap post. Lepas aku baca Fagiyu Edisi II, aku cam best juga kalau menulis tentang reviu gig atau apa-apa yang aku minat, macam dulu. Harapnya aku rajin lah. </div>
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It was a rainy night, and luckily there was no traffic jams or anything that would delayed the journey. It was a cold and alone kind of night. I had to lower down the car's window and switched off the air-conditioner. Seems like my gall bladder is cooperating with me this time. I still got 30 minutes journey to reach home. The ads on the radio was explaining about how great the new gate technology was, how safe it was, so I changed the radio stations when, "Debu bercahaya,..". Goosebumps.</div>
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It was rare to hear one of my favourite song from my favourite singer, Noh Salleh on the national radio. Have you ever had the feeling of that night drive was kind of therapeutic when accompanied with a good playlist. I felt like crying all of the sudden. </div>
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From my interpretation, this song was about a journey of moving forward. It varies on how the definitions of the song to others. As for me, the song was telling you of how much you miss someone or something unreachable and couldn't do much about it, just embrace that feeling. You can't really undo the past. How far that you will be, you will always carry them. It may hurt you at the deepest of your soul, but somehow you just have to let it pass. Take the second chance of life that you were granted and make the best out of you. That past is your catalyst for your present and future. Be ease with yourself.</div>
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The video clip of this song showed that Noh was on his bike and had a long journey to meet up with his friends. I don't know why I felt overwhelmed when I first watched the video, because when I first started listening to Hujan, I was in high school. At the age of 13/14 and now I am already reaching the age of 25. Noh looks really matured now and yeah, we are getting old. His music also mature wisely with his age. Hujan band is currently in their hiatus, so we have to wait for another 2 years for their comeback. Hoping for the best! </div>
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It’s been a while! My 20’s life feels like dragging me along with time. I couldn’t complete my daily tasks without procrastinating. I am not sure why, but somehow I was afraid too. I was afraid that I will lose the passion of living life. I think I am going to be a slump at this rate, and God forbid! I want to be sharp, creative and hardworking and at least achieve something big before turning 30. As today is already the 1st of February, the trial month of year 2019 is done. I have to move forward and faster. I need to finish writing for my dissertation as soon as possible. This is going to be my last semester after all. Wish me luck! </div>
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Last 18th of January, my family and I had a trip to Krabi, Thailand. It has been a while since we were going to a trip oversea rather than going to Singapore. Our journey started at 5 o’clock in the morning, from Kulim by renting a coaster van. Our trip was joined by few friends of my mother. From Kulim to Padang Besar it only takes about 1 hour and a half. We performed Subuh prayers before heading to Wang Kelian, Perlis. Along the way, we passed by Chuping. I don’t know why I kinda missed that place. My internship was hell, but that place is really something. I promised myself to write about my 6 months experience in Chuping but I didn’t get to, maybe next time. We reached Wang Kelian (the Malaysia-Thai border) around 9 am. The road was rather steep and uphill. The day was very windy at the immigration post. The time in Thailand is one hour difference from Malaysia’s time.
After the process of checking and stamping our passports, we were good to go. As we passed a few village, I still didn’t felt like I had left Malaysia yet. The house design is almost similar as what we see in kampong in Kedah and Perlis. When we reached Trang, I found out that if we were on package trip, we need a Thai’s tour guide. There, we met Osman our tour guide for this 3 days trip. It took about 4 hours to reach our first attraction from Satun, the Le Khaokob Cave.<br />
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The cave located in Trang,Thailand. The special attraction of this cave is the Belly of the Dragon. It was said that the name was taken from the formation of the cave passage is similar to a dragon.The fee is 20 Baht per person. I was nervous at that time because I couldn’t imagine how exactly closed the cave are. At there, we had to travels by canoe.The canoe was handled manually by two staff. At the entrance of the cave, we had to lay down in the canoe because the cave’s ceiling was very low! It was a little bit uncomfortable. At certain point, we can get up and sit up straight before reaching a holding point. There is a pathway inside the cave, that we can get off from the canoe and walked a bit to see some stalactite and stalagmite. There was also a part of the formation of rocks that was worshiped by the Buddhist here. We took some pictures inside and inside of the cave was a little bit slippery. I suggest you to wear comfortable shoes because it is quite muddy. After that, we went back to our canoe and our adventure starts! Before reaching the ‘Belly of a Dragon’, we had to take out our shoes and lay down properly. The guide warned us to stay still and do not move our hands because it was dangerous to do so. He also ensures us that he will make sure that we were going to go out safely. The guide also told us that we were very lucky because some times the water level would be high so we cannot enter the cave. As we reached the Belly, cave become really narrowed. It was so narrow that it literally fits only the canoe. We can see the ‘scales’ of the Dragon and its backbone. How cool to see such rock formation entwined with human imagination. The part gets smaller and I swear whoever had claustrophobic should avoid this. I myself got really freaked out when the ceiling slightly touched my face. It was like only one inch away! I was scared that my spectacles would stuck at one the rocks and Final Destination here we go.
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Our second day in Krabi! We went for a breakfast near the Aonang before heading to the beach! We went for a snorkeling trip to the three famous island, The Tub Island, Chicken Island, The Poda Island and the Phra Nang beach. The price for the whole trip including lunch box was about 500 baht. The sea was so clear and deeply blue. At the Chicken Island, we went for a short snorkeling. It was so sparkling and there were many small fishes. Next, we went to Tub Island. The wind and the current were strong, that we had to stay for a short time only. We went to Poda Island to have our lunch. The food was nice and quite spicy for me. At our last stop, in Phra Nang beach we went for a stroll along the beach. The cave on the island is popular with the legend of a princess and the offerings for her. You can read about the cave here: <a href="https://www.thaizer.com/tourist-attractions/phra-nang-cave-krabi/" target="_blank">Phra Nang Cave</a>. We ended our trip at 4 o’clock in the evening. It was exhausting but we had our fun. </div>
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Before heading back to our hotel, we went to the 7 Heaven located near to Krabi. The entry fee was 10 Baht. The attraction does not really show any cultural side of Thailand, but the view was wonderful. There were many statues and rides on the hills. It is known that each of the level represented the levels in Heaven. At the highest level we can see the ocean.
When we reached our hotel, it was already dusk. It was our last night in Krabi. As for our last dinner, we went to PakNam Muslim Restaurant. The food was satisfactory and maybe a little bit pricey. Later, we bought some souvenirs at Krabi Night Market. It was crowded with local and tourist. There were also some Muslim food stalls. I only bought few things because I don’t really have money with me hahaha. When we reached our hotel, my siblings and I decided to walk to the 7Eleven nearby to buy some snacks. At the 7Eleven, there was a special rack for Halal food products. There was variety of products to choose for. Most of Halal products we can find here was from CP Company.
The next day, at the early dawn we check out from the hotel to send Nina at the airport. Nina had to went back to Kuala Lumpur earlier for her internship. After that, we went for a breakfast and bought some fruits for my grandparents. We started our journey going back to Wang Kelian at 9 am. At 2 o’clock in the evening, we reached at the immigration border post.
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Overall, it was a great trip for family get away. It was not really hard to find Halal food because there were many Muslims vendor in Krabi and Aonang. Some of them might also understand and talk to you in Malay. The food price and souvenirs were reasonable. I would be looking forward for another trip to Thailand. Maybe for the next trip, I would go for the cultural and learn more about their heritage. </div>
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-10771141935991576082018-09-18T16:22:00.001+08:002018-09-18T16:24:56.004+08:00Dancing in the dark<center>
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This video kind of triggered my deepest darkest memory. I don't know why it feels so close to relate and gives me shivers out of the sudden.<br />
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"He was 21, and I was 15,"<br />
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It feels funny to see someone that caused you so much terror and torture would still be happy, living their lives and having their own family.TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-25897028952214758162018-09-09T01:51:00.000+08:002018-09-09T01:52:13.624+08:00Mid-night thoughtsThe heaviness of thoughts are dragging me to the deepest sorrow.<br />
I could not breathe normally as I do.<br />
Trying to figure out, which sins am I repaying to.<br />
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"Wonder what's wrong with me"<br />
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-19316673408619797982018-02-11T22:46:00.002+08:002018-02-11T22:46:31.801+08:00Satu tahun dan masih belum selesai.Entah kenapa hujung minggu aku selalunya terasa lama dan kadang menyiksakan. Kalau dulunya aku masih boleh lepak dalam bilik walaupun tak buat apa-apa. Mungkin dulu, adanya teman sebilik yang selalu ada untuk borak, makan sekali, dan sama-sama tengok movie dalam laptop. Kalau tak pun, sama ada keluar dengan kawan-kawan atau lepak mamak. Tapi sekarang, kosong. Sunyi dan asing. Ini pun disebabkan cuti semester dan aku tak ada kelas pada hujung minggu. Ya, kelas aku selalunya pada hari Sabtu dan Ahad. Pada hari minggu biasa, aku bekerja.<br />
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Scroll timeline dan ternampak gambar-gambar junior baru nak mula intern. Ada yang di Malaysia aja, dan ada yang ke luar negara. Aku teringat tentang 'kisah' setahun yang lepas. Mungkin pada waktu ini, masa tahun lepas, aku sedang gundah memikirkan apa yang patut aku ceritakan kepada mak ayah. Barang-barang dah siap beli dan letak dalam bagasi ungu di atas lantai. Macam-macam dah aku sediakan dan membuat perancangan dengan kawan-kawan aku. Entahlah, mungkin ya betullah perancangan manusia tak sempurna seperti perancangan Dia. Setiap kali kau pandang bagasi besar dalam bilik kau tu, kau rasa macam kosong. Tak tahu nak buat apa. Sepatutnya kau sediakan untuk satu musim yang lain, tapi kau kena kemas siapkan semula. Sarung tangan aku keluarkan, baju tebal aku keluarkan, dan baju sejuk yang aku beli bundle aku simpan kemas dalam almari. Segala perih kau ulang alik ke sesuatu tempat jadi macam sia-sia. Aku jadi marah. Marah, bengang dengan perangai manusia yang isi perutnya hanya tahu duit tak kisah halal haram. Apa boleh aku buat? Nak atau tidak, aku terpaksa mengubah semua perancangan. Sekarang, hal itu pun masih belum selesai. Kisah satu tahun dan masih belum selesai.<br />
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Aku cuma yakin yang perancangan yang tak jadi itu, sedikit sebanyak telah mengubah jalan kehidupan aku. Aku belajar macam-macam walaupun kadang aku terfikir apa sebabnya. Do I deserve this? Aku agak negatif dua tiga bulan pertama, dengan pelbagai dugaan yang jadi kat sana. Kemudian, satu satu benda yang jadi aku nampak hikmahnya. Pejam celik, aku dah habis pun intern. Aku dah graduate pun. Itu lah, cuma hari ini aku terdetik nak cerita.<br />
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Mungkin sekarang marah itu sudah kurang, dan masing-masing memilih untuk senyap. Mungkin tidak selesai di dunia, mungkin selesai di sana.TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-5790792841067897042018-02-01T21:47:00.002+08:002018-02-01T21:47:25.959+08:00At the age of 24;<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's been a while. I am not really sure whether I had no time or too much time to update this blog, but tonight I suddenly have the urge to write.<br />
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How's your 2018 so far?<br />
Do you get what you ever wished for? Are you finally been going through what an adult supposed to? Are you happy?<br />
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I felt a little bit rusty, writing in English. Pardon me but I have to practice more and more and more because learning never stop! Sigh. When will I ever be good at something? I could only do what I can do best. Well, so far my 2018 was kind off confusing (I guess?). At the age of 24, there were so many life choices. Choices that could scares you over and over. Sometimes its not the choices that I am scared off, but the results, the consequences.<br />
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Some of your friends might already getting married, some are expecting a child, some are doing very excellent in their job, and some are giving their best in whatever they are been doing.<br />
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Aku masih merasakan aku menjalani rutin yang sama setiap hari. Aku tahu,itu adalah pilihan aku sendiri dan hanya aku lah yang merasakannya. Tetapi, aku juga tahu. Untuk kau menjalani sesuatu pilihan itu, kau harusnya berani. Janganlah ragu, Tuhan itu ada. Setiap orang ada kisah masing-masing, sama ada dia nak tunjuk atau tidak. Dua tiga hari yang lepas, aku dipelawa untuk makan tengah hari oleh rakan sekelas aku semasa degree. Di dalam kereta, kami berbual mengenai rumah sewa, tempat kerja dan beberapa topik yang berkaitan. Husna menceritakan pengalaman di tempat kerjanya dan bagaimana dia mengambil keputusan untuk berhenti. Setelah agak lama berbual aku mula faham dan aku berasa agak lucu. Aku terbayangkan semasa aku masih bersekolah rendah, aku menganggap seseorang yang berumur 24 tahun ini adalah seorang yang matang dan stabil. Aku menganggap pada umur 24 tahun, segala keputusan yang kau buat itu adalah paling terbaik dan nothing would go wrong. Lihat aja sekarang, akan menginjak umur 24 tahun tapi masih clueless, masih mencari mana yang bagi aku 'jalan selamat'.<br />
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Lately aku juga banyak berbual dengan Nik. Tentang hal hal kehidupan. Aku bersyukur ada kawan macam Nik. Dia 'sekepala' dengan aku. Rasanya kali terakhir kami bergaduh, adalah masa Tingkatan 4/5. Itu pun sebab aku patutnya teman kawan kelas aku pergi dating dan rupanya boyfriend dia ni ex Nik. Aku ingat lagi malam tu aku punyalah rasa bersalah sampai nangis minta maaf. Nik, kalau hg baca ni, hg tau kan aku sayang hg hahaha! After these years, you gained what you missed before. I am happy for you!<br />
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At the age of 24; aku penat. Kelas di hujung minggu, kerja di hari minggu. Banyak juga lah pengorbanan. Masih banyak rupanya yang aku perlu lalui. Bak pepatah lirik lagu The Scientist dari Coldplay, "Nobody said it was easy,". Nasib baik kadang ada Tiah. Haritu aku ada janji nak buat satu post khas untuk Tiah, tapi aku masih belum sempat mengarang dengan betul. Mungkin aku dah kena menulis sikit sikit. At the age of 24; I just want to live and love whoever I love. Dear Kegemaran, I am always here for you.<br />
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Aku harap, biarlah apa pun aku tak nak jadi seorang yang bitter. Biarlah apa pun.TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-59819953190258535682017-10-02T21:43:00.000+08:002017-10-02T21:43:07.937+08:00Mimpi ngeri.Jangan percaya dengan mimpi,<div>
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-33456395042292840912017-10-02T21:07:00.001+08:002017-10-02T21:07:16.612+08:00Menjadi seorang dewasa.Setelah berbulan-bulan sibuk dengan hal realiti ni, baru terasa nak kembali menulis semula. Perjalanan seorang Atiqah sampai ke hari ini sangat lah tidak diduga. Kadang jatuh, kadang seperti dibawa terbang. Mungkin itu lah, segala apa yang kita rancang itu ada rancangan yang lebih baik oleh Dia. Walaupun hal itu buat aku rasa sendirian tapi bila fikirkan balik, itu yang lagi mendekatkan aku dengan-Nya.<br />
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Soalan yang sering dilontarkan, "Kenapa tak buat research?"<br />
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"I wasn't the girl every boy noticed, but I was the girl he noticed, and to me, that was everything"</div>
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-71470198231381348372017-05-20T23:23:00.001+08:002017-05-20T23:30:16.178+08:00--As she entered the hall, her heart was beating unusually hard. The butterflies in her stomach feels like they are coming alive. The big crowd gave her the nausea feeling as the temperature of the room increased. Her eyes were looking for him as she passed by a group of school girls exchanging books. Oh, there it was.<br />
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-67840262608998536132017-01-22T21:25:00.002+08:002017-01-22T21:25:33.669+08:00Arent we all afraid of the Future?<div style="text-align: justify;">
Another year has passed before your eyes. It feels like it was just yesterday when we were busy selecting and preparing for our final year project and now, it is completed alhamdulillah. Sure, 2016 is the shortest year I've ever had. I hope that 2017 brings new opportunity and more things to be grateful. My life as a student would also come to an end, this year.</div>
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This new chapter gave me a lot of anxiety attacks. I could even decide what's the best for my life. I don't even know what am I going to do for my future. What if when I choose this path, I would regret it? Or would I be contented? What if I will never be good enough to be a grown up? I am not only afraid, but I am very much petrified of the future.</div>
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It has been my wish to further my studies in Master Degree,but the lack of confidence in me has kept me stuttered. Insyaallah (If Allah wills it), this path is the right one for me.</div>
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My internship will start next month, for about 6 months (February until July). A lot of preparations must be done, physically and mentally. As the first child, everything is quiet new for my parents. They would worry about this and that, but I am very thankful that they are my best supporter. They would encourage me to do things that I want. This paragraph started to sound like the 'acknowledgement' part in the thesis. Well, yeah my parents should be acknowledged everywhere haha. </div>
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My dear friends, even though we will be parted after this, I wish to keep you close.</div>
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TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-25366098485178617932016-11-02T13:16:00.001+08:002016-11-02T13:19:45.260+08:00Tiqah goes to JapanIt was a dream came true to get a chance to visit Japan.<br />
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Syafiq (Nano) and I took Air Asia X from Klia2 to Haneda Airport at 2.30pm and reached there at 10.30pm. We stayed at the airport until the next morning before our student assistant came to pick us. Our student assistant is Hanna :D</div>
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The weather was a little bit cold because of the rain. Since its the beginning of fall season, the wind is strong. Since I arrived in Tokyo, I just fell in love with every single things in Japan. :')</div>
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The program started from 24th September until 2nd October. We stayed in the dormitory and it was awesome! The summit consist of several discussions and making some conclusions about agriculture all over the world. I felt small in the group because every single of them are very passionate and have wide knowledge about agriculture. I was very inspired,</div>
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Oh the food! I really like to taste them all but as we all know, we cannot just really eat what ever we want haha. We only ate seafood and vegetables. The taste was nice but sometimes, you would just miss Malaysian food. Luckily I brought some packed "serunding" and we always have them for our breakfast. The food price in Tokyo were quite pricey. Our lunch and would cost about RM32-40 per meal. The cheapest food would be the Onigiri, you can find it anywhere at the convenient store such as 7 Eleven. Our student assistant were very cautious with our food. They would explain to us what we can buy or eat. We are very grateful!</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">the crazy funny Nano</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">3.1 session! Gabriel, Trizhia, Megumi, Haruka, Shimah, Nano, Martha, Hanna, Ryu, me and Madson :3</td></tr>
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The 10 days were not enough for me. I wish I had more time to explore Japan and to get know more of my new friends. </div>
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Maybe I'll write more afterwards or someday because lately my vocabulary and ideas are quite restricted. I should read more haha. This is my last semester before my internship. I hope that I could gain more experience. Wish me luck for my final year project and writings! See you then!</div>
TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-90827976962553067642016-05-10T02:39:00.002+08:002016-05-10T02:42:53.366+08:00After all this time?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I would say always, but it seems that it would be just a waste of time.<br />
Now that there are various of questions playing in my mind, waiting to be answered.<br />
But I wouldn't dare to ask.<br />
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It has been 4 years, and suddenly I was crying over the same reason.TQH.http://www.blogger.com/profile/12039763886610402636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5887092598459684928.post-771475144020088852016-03-31T21:00:00.000+08:002016-04-08T04:14:43.985+08:00The 5th IASS 2016<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The 5th International Agriculture Student Symposium was held on 18th February until 27th February 2016. I was once again became the committee in the Diplomatic Division. This time, there were new committees in this division. Most of them were from Second Year and First Year. Only Welson and I were the past committees.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">the Diplomatic Division,minus Akmal and plus Wengkai</td></tr>
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We gathered back in UPM on 13th February for the preparation week. The usual tasks were decorating welcoming board and rehearsed our tentative. At first, I thought it was going to be awkward as I dont know most of them but after several days, we became closer!<br />
The Diplomatic Division are Welson, Hui Xian, Neryez, Wei Wei, Akmal, Kama and Amira (and of course me lah!) haha<br />
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This year there were participants from Indonesia, Thailand, Japan and China. Guess what? Rikiya and Mada were here! I was happy to see them again.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Whaddup! kuliah 10 hahahaha </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Rikiya gave me a gift bag, but he said it wasnt from him. It's from Keisuke! I was so happy to receive this gift. Thank you for remembering me~~ </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">A visit to an orchid farm (World of Phalaenopsis) in Batang Kali</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">a must visit place in UPM </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">hello Khadijah!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">love this photo! that pretty girl is Nune.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">trip to Kuala Lumpur</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">your favourite committee LOL</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">this is my roommate in NIOSH. Keiko-chan~~</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">It's the Cultural Night!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Keiko in her dancing costume. The makeup were supposed to look like fox</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">konbanwa~</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">participants from Thailand</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">awkward ultraman pose :P</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">the 'formal' photo hahaha welson looked so serious</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">my wonderwall </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">kawaii~</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">the Closing Ceremony in Bangi Putrajaya Hotel</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">picture time!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">the girls</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">this picture was taken after the Farewell Party. The Indonesian Team! well, then again plus Seitaro haha</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Japanese team!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">we sang that night. major LOL</td></tr>
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<br />This program bring you many friends and experiences. You will also learn about new technologies in agriculture outside of Malaysia.<br />
I enjoyed my time during this program eventhough we have some of problems occured. Glad it was over without causing more blood and tears hahaha.<br />
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Anyway, I really hope that I can see them again and maybe visit their university. Much love!<br />
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xx<br />
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"you look mean"<br />
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now that you realized that i am not somebody you can mess with, you can keep moving.<br />
people would gave a you a straight comment of how you look, just because you didnt smile or having a bad day. like wow, would you like it if someone who practically a stranger come out to your face and told you "you look like a snob". wtf man<br />
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its my face, i can totally give you whatever expression i want (just might you deserved it) lol<br />
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and maybe as time goes by, i lost a reason to smile (brightly). i felt self-conscious most of the time and i rather kept all my problems to myself. just because i thought those problem werent serious enough. well, someone have to be a grown-up.<br />
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next semester will be difficult, i guess. i hope i would have some idea to generate my fyp (final year project). and i really reallyyyy hope that i can finish my degree well.<br />
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i still want to be a writer hahaha maybe that's why i always felt excited about joining english program or theater like. my grammar is terrible and my vocab isnt wide enough :')<br />
i still loves to read...and imagining myself as a writer or even better, dating a writer XD<br />
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mr laziness, please go away. mr creative please come back<br />
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