Another typical day

Goodmorning!

Today I bet there will be nothing going on hurmm..

Semalam pergi Tanjung Balau, Johor. Ombak kuat sangat tak boleh nak mandi pun..huhu. Nothing going much lately. I really miss my friends and my home. Hehe..

Sometimes I didn't know what to do in my life, or with other people all around me. I'm happy with my own life..and yeah I do need someone to share out my thoughts or my feelings. I dont want to live alone..who does?

Sometimes I have to adapt in new surrounding or try to communicate with other people. Sometimes I dont understand what people actually want. And sometimes I dont even understand myself. Sometimes I want that, sometimes I want this.

Sometimes I will be overwhelmed by my own emotions, I cannot control it. I hate the feeling that made me want to die or tired of living. It sucks. But I know I cant be all sad or be in sorrow every single day. I have to be strong and sometimes I have to careless. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear and it maybe can do a lot of favour to anyone else.

I hate to get in a fight, I always do. I dont want to get all emotion up or get jealous for none reason. I have always try to satisfy other's feeling or try to not let them hurt but why I'm the only one who get hurt. People doesnt care??

Nothing is perfect, even life. But Im grateful for living. Im grateful for my family, for my friend and for other people that show me what is life and how worth it.