Sometimes I can't control myself,
Sometimes I felt like cursing
Sometimes I can't accept the reality
Sometimes I blame others
Sometimes I blame myself.
Sometimes I hope everything will be fine, well it does
Sometimes I hope others to understand me
Sometimes I hope I could be stronger, better person
Sometimes I hope one day I will stop worrying ridiculous thing
I'm not perfect and I don't expect anything to be perfect. But I do mistakes. I don't need someone to promise me something to make me happy, when at the end that promise was just a lie. I just want to be happy and feel secured. So what if I don't have a boyfriend or someone special in my life? Why should I begging someone to be with me if that person doesn't even want me? Yeah of course I felt lonely sometimes, but it will went away eventually. It just need time. Is it wrong to wait for someone that worth it? The truth is I don't want to be hurt again, I don't want to walk through into tough phase again. Maybe it is for my best. Everything happen for a reason right? Even if the happy ending doesn't exist, at least I had a pretty good journey in this life. And I am thankful for everything I had in my life, my parent, my family, my friends and those who cares.
Yeah I do wrote this kind of mushy emotion post when I'm sad or thinking of someone. I'm sorry for being a nuisance, it's kinda one of my habits hahaha. You know what, I just realised that I never really write about myself properly. You know, like the biodata thingy. I just saw my best friend's blog, she's new but her blog is way properly arranged than I am hahahaha. By the way, tomorrow is my last day as a working girl. I'm pretty exhausted and I just want to relax and spent more time with my family until I went away to further my studies. That's it I guess, ciao :D
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