Dear brain, please stop it..

Everytime when the night comes all I can think of is how all of this started. The memory kept haunting me. I dont like it very much because it made me feel all mushy mushy. It's not that I hate it, I just need to get out of my mind for a while. I always knew that I was nothing and I should better stop thinking about it right?

Maybe it is not worth it.

Everything happens for a reasons, and it gave me a different kind of view about life. So I'm going to start a new life. I'm pretty sure I wont forget all those memories. Thanks for that.