Dah lama tak menjenguk belog tersayang tercinta ni haha. Ni pun sebab bosan + ada masa (buang masa) + dapat uspot hoho. Currently dah masuk minggu nak test 2 untuk semester 2! Amboi cepatnya masa berlalu haha. Test yang terawal adalah Hubungan Etnik dan Titas. Subjek yang memerlukan kesabaran dan minat membaca tahap tertinggi. Maaf, level aku belum tahap tertinggi hehe.
I am being busy, maybe?
Jarang jarang online, jarang jarang tweet. I am still here, presence in this fanaa but I am kinda avoiding the public right now. I dont know why. Maybe satu sebab phone dah nak rosak tahap tunggu nak baling haha. There's a lot of things that been going on in my mind lately. Few more weeks and I'll be free from the thoughts. The thoughts that put me in fear. Something has been happening for past few weeks but I didnt tell people bout it. Just few of them knew. I kept it because I was totally freaked out. Some may think that this is nothing, but for me..it is not really fine.
I used to wish that everyone would just see me and treat me like normal girl but yeah "be careful what you wished for, it might become true" Now I wish that people wont see me or notice me. I still want to live in my safe zone.
I'm sorry for being hateful but it is just the way I am sometimes.
So, back to the tittle. Yeah, I've been busy but not too busy. Busy with some lab reports and studies. Typical students problem hehe. Time flies people! and few more weeks then its final exam already!! Omaigoshh. Next sem will be tougher, i guess? and not forgetting that i will be a second year student hah!
I hope this semester will end okay. I dont put much hope on it. but i hope it will be OKAY.
Actually there's a lot of things I want to write about, but the problem is simple..i dont have much time and wifi in upm always envy me haha. but when i go back home, the only problem is i dont know what to write..because at home, the biggest problem just doesnt seems so big after all. The thing is, I really want to write something..something really great. I was kinda excited when Fixi Novo is calling out for entries for their next one. Imagine looking at your name on the book and your favourite writer might read it! :3
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