I have to face the reality and some problems when I'm back to the college. It's hard for me to face it sometimes. I am not myself sometimes. I was too damn insecure and I feel so timid. Everyday I have to keep reminding myself to be strong and keep thinking positive thoughts.
I cant be weak.
For the next 3 years, I have to be stronger and put full determination to keep up my studies. My main focus should be trying to get good grades and make my parent proud. Sometimes it may sounds selfish. But family's only I got. Right now, I only keep people who are important in my life.
I was totally fine without the thought of it, but i was lying if i said that i dont feel to have one. You got me?
I have my own reasons for what I was doing. Sometimes I dont know how to explain. Maybe all the wishes that i wanted to be numb and heartless has been granted. For now, lets just be happy what we're having right now.
Please, have a nice day! :)
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