I can listen to sad songs all night long and I could be thinking all the negative and depressed thoughts. Why everythings can be seem so beautiful and suddenly, you would lost it?
It's seems like I have been dreaming all along. If its so, please dont wake me up.
I tried to be strong. I already can say "no". I'm building walls around my heart so that I can't be hurt anymore. Sometimes I just dont know how to react with people all around me.
I really love the idea that one day, someone would comfort me not to think of this world or other people. But maybe the journey is still long. I'll have to be patient bout it. I know its sounds ridiculous when I suddenly talk about it. Or is it getting lame because I always talk about it? Well, the reason I write is to express. And right now, I am expressing my emotions.
I always get the wrong idea of how people treated me. When there's a guy that have been too nice to me, I'll be head over heels and maybe thought that he would like me back. Poor Tiqah. And yeah, I was wayy too silly to be thinking that someone would actually like me. Come on, no one like a messed up girl like me.
I hate it. I hate when I feel so fragile.
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