Dont let me drown.

Sometimes I dont really know what is going on in my mind. What I really want. Maybe sometimes I was a control freak. I want everything to go as I wanted to. Nothing can go wrong. But it always end up the opposite. I dont usually get what I want. And I tend to get overthinking to make sure everything would went well. I felt hopeless now, at this moment.

Everything seems wrong. But I was too unsure to really understand how reality works.

I know I should just stop. I know I can but there will be always a certain time that I am lost. Like right now :(

I wish you would understand when sometimes I dont give a damn bout certain things. I always have to struggle adapting myself. And right now, I just want to feel comfortable with myself.

“We mature with the damage, not with the years." - Mateus William