destiny.

Everything started with a simple something. Something that we think that is so remeh and typical but one day, it was the most important moment ever. And something happens for a reason.

I never thought that my life would be like this. I never thought that one day I would further my study in UPM. I never thought that I will meet all kind of person. Sometimes, I felt like my life are sooo sad and boring. Sometimes, I know I should be a lot more grateful because not everybody has a good life.

Who would have thought that I would have so much friends from the people I never could think of. I have much older friends, I have friends from Sabah Sarawak and suddenly I have many friends from twitter. (Masalah nya aku tegur tegur kat twitter ja, luar jangan harap. Pemalu bagai)

The point is, everything was made according to His plans. Sometimes, those sad moments are just a reminder for me. Sadly, I barely notice them.

Earlier this evening I was having a talk with my aunt, we talked about my choices for degree courses. And it really touched me :'(
You see, my aunt is a doctor in JB. She had her own clinic here. I was here to help her by becoming the nanny haha. She told me that her ambition was to be a dentist but for somehow, she was a doctor until today. She was glad that it was her destiny. She really enjoyed her work and she was glad to change her mind back then.
My final exam pointer was not so good, and my choices was to suit the pointer. So that's why I didnt take the choices that I really  like. I was afraid. And I said it will be impossible for me to get the course because it has too much competition. Then she asked me, do you trust Him? do you ever think that something is not possible could happen by only His power?

As we know, Allah had write our destiny since we were in our mother's womb. Nothing is impossible if it was written. My aunt told me to ignore what people said or other's perspective. Do not think too much.
Try to be open-minded and pray a lot. Seeks help from Him.
I almost cried.