She closed her eyes. She was listening to Asleep by The Smiths. Her room was quiet and dark. She was in her own world. The song soothe her. At least at that moment, she felt calm. Suddenly, there's tears.
She was not in depressed. Her heart was just too broken to be fixed. She didnt want to trust anything to be fallen for someone again. She thought that world would be just fair but it didnt.
She tried to be nice, she tried to be like the other normal girl who have friend but in the end she was isolated.
She just want to talk. she just want to let someone know what she's been thinking. Her thoughts were too dark. It was too much to bear on her own. Everybody thought that she was just trying to get attention for popularity. She suffers alone. Only by listening to music and cry alone in her bed can calms her.
After few hours of thinking, she was lost in her sleep. And this time, she wont wake up.
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